It starts with an idea
A giggle
A smile
She thinks of ways to capture, describe
She thinks of the simple joy
Of sharing
.
Or perhaps
She thinks
Her ideas, profound
Healing, helping
Needed
.
Yet underneath
A shadow, nervously paces
Does this not grow at the root of things?
Acceptance by tribe?
Will she be run out
Shamed
Ostracized to empty, dry deserts
Hung from barren branches
Left to rot
Picked apart by beak and claw?
.
Or will she be welcomed, celebrated
Will she
In this big bad world
Have the networks
To survive
.
Shallow
Yearning for your hearts
But ultimately, it’s reason
Just another version
She’s a puppet
To ancient, gossamer feelings
Mycelial
Connect me
The desires are primal
The desires are real
.
She’s posted, laughing
But
After a moment
One moment
A breath
The Silence…
Now
The pacing
Her racing
Heart
Begins
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**If you’d like to check out my first endeavors with creating a podcast with my poetry find it here: https://spotifyanchor-web.app.link/e/BiLo7d1s5sb