Somedays I feel you
So close
Soft, ancient feathers inside thighs
We’re soaring, lightning
From Mystery to Manifest
Vibrations, great warbles
Shudder through my casing
My fingers, gripping
Ever fearing the end
.
Riding, this fire
Mouth open
I remember aliveness
I remember purpose, initiatic
I remember voice, cawing
I remember…alive, clear
.
This
So unlike the Darkness
The stillness
Etheric goo of Void
More often than not
My thighs feel Nothing
Aside from the air
Hovering, directionless
.
There, more often than not
Is vast, open, empty space
Potential, and
Mystery
With no function
In such embodied worlds
.
Hovering, this potential
Yearns for your feathers
Pressing between me, inside
To ride, to become
To carry this Mystery, on lightning
Skilled
To its place in the world
Reception, form, purpose, home
.
Ten stations, looming
And dull eggtooth
Pecking
Thickness overwhelming
And aching
To ride you
Sounding Mystery
Sounding Message
Riding, lightning
Messenger
Messenger
Messenger
Come